Clarity

I feel like I've come through the chaos and now there is finally clarity. For the longest time I've been trying to figure out what to do with this trip. Peter has his motivations and I have my own. I've decided to do this on my own and if we meet up then that's great. A huge weight has been lifted and now I can finally come to the final leg of this tour that is planning the trip. It feels like I'm days, maybe even hours away from pulling the trigger. All I can say is that this trip will test me in ways I've never been tested. Being on my own in a foreign country will be great for me. It might be more than one country as well. Asia is looking like a very good start to the trip. It would be a huge culture shock. It's scary and that's why it attracts me. This blog will start picking up very fast once these tickets are purchased. I think the next update will have the title "Purchased."

Maybe people will start reading this blog soon, too. I haven't shown it to anyone, fearing that I could somehow back out and be embarrassed and more importantly waste peoples time. So if you are reading this...I'm probably already out there in the world. I think it was important to have this first act of the blog. Maybe you are going back and forth thinking if you should do something like this. If you think you are crazy for having conflicting thoughts all you have to do to feel better is read these last 20 blogs and see how off the wall I was.

In the end I think it was a quote that pushed me in the right direction. I hope it helps you like it did for me.

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do.” -Mark Twain